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a technicolor rainbow kiss
About
Howdy! I'm Jen. I go to college. I live in Texas. This is my writing journal. (which I suck at keeping up to date.)
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Singing (mostly in the shower or my car)
Dancing (anywhere and everywhere)
Performing of most any kind actually. (don't be dirty)
Reading, writing, movies, anime, music, video games, manga, sharp pointy things, shiny things, playing guitar badly, existentialist philosophy, pretty boys, pretty girls, trivial pursuit games, poets that actually have something to say, being a pop culture whore, samurai-ninja-pirate-pimps, amusing flash videos, any excuse to wear a costume, economics, being an aesthetic snob, ice cream, my computer, my i-pod, friends, theme parties, sour gummy candy
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Drama in my el-jays.
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.Slash! at the Disco
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Image editing by and coding by ruby_tears_. Using Photoshop CS2 and notepad.
Comment icons from famfamfam.com Header image find from pixelgirl
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[Thursday, 7/16/09 at 8:32pm] |
I don't really even have words for all that's been going on with Panic lately. I've been trying to keep myself kind of emotionally divorced from it. Except, ugh, this song makes me want to write teary, redemptive fic so bad. /o\
The video is not intentionally related. It's just the only place I could find that had the song online. But, incidentally, check out the movie 'Shelter' if you haven't. It's pretty sweet.
*hugs* Miss you guys.
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| I have far too many of these. /o\ |
[Saturday, 3/7/09 at 2:32pm] |
WIP meme
Post a single sentence from each WIP you have (or as many as you want to pick). No context, no explanations.
1. “Oh yes, I’m so jealous that you get to work your ass off for next-to-nothing as an intern in the music department of some porno mag.” He sighs, some of his ire dripping away. “Okay, maybe I am a little bit jealous of the ‘porno mag’ part.”
2. And to any of the vagrants slumped dispiritedly against the shabby multi-storied buildings, drinking in the smog-filled air, he resembled some ghastly, blood-splattered specter flying by.
3. So, really, when Ryan answered the door he had no way of knowing that some frenetic, evil sprite had taken the guise of his friend with the intention of running amok, practically farting candy canes and good cheer all over his father’s- …er, his living room.
4. “It’s definitely the easy ass,” he agreed, smiling in Brendon’s direction.
5. “Have you ever even been on a date?” Will queries, somehow managing to look haughty and skeptical even as his spindly limbs cling to Gabe tighter than a baby koala.
6. He hesitated to call it that, because the word ‘routine’ implied a level of normalcy, and there was nothing normal about the increasingly ridiculous lies he told his bandmates just so that he could find some time alone to jack off in the middle of the day.
7. He made a quick circuit of the condo, checking to make sure that nothing was horribly out of place – no dirty underwear on the bathroom floor, or dildos on the bedside table, or Bareback Indieboiz 2 in the dvd player.
8. The overabundance of sweater-vests and paisley print didn’t seem to inhibit their ability to put on a pretty kickass rock show.
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| Damn you, Ryan Ross. |
[Thursday, 3/5/09 at 6:50pm] |
Thanks to him, I finally caved.
http://twitter.com/huisclos is me now, if you're interested. I figured, with Ryan being the sole reason for my twitter coming into existence, it should be suitably pretentious in his honor. >.<;
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| ...and I don't feel any different. |
[Thursday, 1/1/09 at 3:48pm] |
I would really like for Panic to cover Time of the Season by The Zombies. If for no other reason than to hear Brendon croon 'who's your daddy?' into a microphone. (And seeing Ryan or Jon do the little gaspy noises in the background wouldn't exactly be terrible either.) Ryan having recced The Zombies for his 'z' band gives me a sliver of hope that this could someday become reality.
Also, hi. I've missed you. I'm sorry that I haven't been around lately . Most especially to Jen C. You're a total star, and thank you for everything you do.
I promise to be around more again now. And hopefully writing as well. *crosses fingers*
I'm going to go ahead and refer myself back to my last year's resolutions post, because I'm pretty sure I failed at most of them. It's never too late to try again though.
Happy New Year, everyone. I hope you had a good 2008 and that you'll have an even better 2009. Love you. ♥
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[Tuesday, 7/1/08 at 4:09am] |
OIC ME HAVING POOR IMPULSE CONTROL.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) thebunnyshelter
A place to request fic and share plot bunnies in hopes of having them adopted. Membership is open and posting is unmoderated so feel free to join/post/revel in pervy ideas to your little heart's content. There's not much there at the moment, but after I've slept I'll whip up some info and basic rules in the profile. You're more than welcome to pimp it around if you'd like. I'll probably make a post at satdcompanion once it's all set up.
<3
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| Brendon Urie: The Only Gay Eskimo |
[Sunday, 6/29/08 at 12:53am] |
I made a new fanvideo today in honor of how ecstatic I am to have my laptop back (finally!). It's short and silly, and kind of quickly thrown together, but I hope you enjoy it!
It's okay, Brendon. Even if the rest of your bandmates aren't gay, I'm pretty sure that they're all still Brendonsexual (along with the rest of the world).
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| A gift and a request. |
[Friday, 6/27/08 at 1:19am] |
So, I took that picture that Amanda found, and I uh... 'improved' it. At least, I consider it improved. Idk, you tell me. It was actually pretty difficult, as I had to construct a shoulder for Ryan. But, anyway, the thing is, I suck at making pretty, shiny graphics. So I was wondering if there was any chance one of you would be kind enough to take this manipulated version, get rid of the red-eye, and make a sweetass, spankin-new header out of it for slashatthedisco .
Pretty please with sugar on top? I'll love you forever! (shhh, not that I don't already) *makes puppy-dog eyes*
As far as text goes, it could pretty much say anything as long as the name of the community is on there somewhere.
( pic rite hurr )
kthxilybai!
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| Fic: The Sweetest Condition - Part 2 |
[Thursday, 6/19/08 at 10:37pm] |
The Sweetest Condition
(5514/? words) // (NC-17) // (Brendon/Ryan)
Panic is finally back on tour after a long, between-album hiatus. But Brendon is finding the situation to be less of a relief than he'd expected. Kept up late into the night by Ryan's loud masturbatory sessions, it's getting increasingly difficult for Brendon to keep his hands to (and off) himself.
Not only is this part unforgivably late, but, guys, it's sooooo ridiculous. I just... I don't even know, alright? Pirate porn. That is all I can say. Thank you to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) spazzyskittles for her kick-ass betaing.
Previous Parts: One
( Nothing to say, but what a day. How's your boy been? )
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| Fic: The Sweetest Condition - Part 1 |
[Wednesday, 5/14/08 at 4:11pm] |
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The Sweetest Condition
(6851/? words) // (NC-17) // (Brendon/Ryan)
Panic is finally back on tour after a long, between-album hiatus. But Brendon is finding the situation to be less of a relief than he'd expected. Kept up late into the night by Ryan's loud masturbatory sessions, it's getting increasingly difficult for Brendon to keep his hands to (and off) himself.
This is the first part of the horribly belated, sadly inadequate, and still-not-quite finished fic that I've been working on as a birthday present to mandy_croyance and jzbell. Much love to both of them. They deserve mountains of wonderful for being so great. I'm afraid all I can offer is this, but know that it comes straight from the bottom of my pervy heart. (JZ, there's a brief happy!drunken!Jon scene at the end of this part. I'm really sorry if that's too much of a turn-off. He just decided to go and get all hammered on me.)
Thanks are due once more to spazzyskittles for the great feedback, speedy betaing, and general awesomeness.
( Taken in by the delicate noise, knocked to the ground by the subtle thunder, shackled and bound by the sound of your voice, wandering around in silent wonder. )
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| Happy Birthday mandy_croyance and jzbell! |
[Friday, 3/21/08 at 7:42pm] |
The Sweetest Condition - Preview
(@1000 words) // (NC-17) // (Brendon/Ryan)
Happy Birthday guys! This is just a snippet of a fic I was writing for the occasion. It's not finished, and it's not beta'd, but I really wanted to get something up before the actual date had passed. I'm sorry. /o\ I fail at deadlines. But I promise that I'll get it all finished and cleaned up (hopefully over the weekend), and post the fic in its entirety then. For now, please accept this meager offering, and I hope you have (/have had) a wonderful day. ♥
( porn lives here )
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| Ryan Ross let the dogs out. |
[Thursday, 3/6/08 at 12:20pm] |
So, instead of sitting around being completely unproductive, I decided to make some animated text icons to give myself the illusion of productivity. Icon-making is definitely not one of my talents, but I thought I'd share anyway.
The quotes are from the Random Fact Generator posted by jzbell. :)
( Enjoy! )
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| Everything I Am - [Oneshot] |
[Monday, 10/29/07 at 8:08pm] |
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Everything I Am
(4700 words) // (NC-17) // (Brendon/Ryan)
Ryan wants more than one person can possibly give him. Brendon tries anyway. Contains explicit sex, cross-dressing, and rimming.
This was supposed to just be smut, and then feelings happened. Now it's smut with feelings. >.<;
Big thanks to poisonarrows for the wonderful job betaing.
( What do you want? )
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| Dear Gackt, thank you for continuing to break my head. |
[Friday, 8/24/07 at 5:20pm] |
So, I just stumbled across some stills from one of Gackt's more recent (I think) concert dvd's. And, he's wearing what basically amounts to a crop top. I've always been under the impression that no man could ever pull something like that off without looking somewhat ridiculous but:
Leave it to this man to make me eat my words. And also practically choke on my tongue.
I was just going to post a few more stills from this dvd. But, as usual, I got sucked into all the pretty Japanese gay and it ended up being something of a Gackt picspam/primer. If you're interested, have a look-see. I don't think you'll regret it.
( bb, why you gotta be on the other side of the planet? )
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| Your Heart's a Muscle and That's All - [1/2] |
[Sunday, 8/5/07 at 5:28am] |
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Title: Your Heart's a Muscle and That's All - Part 1/2
Author: pluginxbaby Jen
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
Summary: He was sick of this cabin and of this fucking glass prison. He was sick of Ryan's nitpicking and of his insensitivity. And most of all, Brendon was sick of singing the bull-shit love songs that Ryan had written about someone who wasn't him.
Disclaimer: Don't believe everything you read on the internet.
Author Notes: This one has been in the works for far too long. *cries* It was inspired by Ryan's February journal entry and has been mostly helped along by canon ever since. Thank you Ryan Ross, for once again prompting my pornfiction. Apologies for the long-and-rambliness.
( This is a love story. )
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| Jay Gordon! |
[Saturday, 8/4/07 at 10:37pm] |
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 So, it's been yeeeeeaaars since I've even thought about this guy. But holy crap, was I ever in love with him when I was like 13. And tonight, some Orgy (the band which he was/is the lead singer of) song came up randomly on my itunes and I realized how much I miss him. Where are you Jay?!? Come back to me bb! That whole heavy-eye-make-up and closely-tailored-outifts thing you used to do? Well that's back in style now. So come out, come out wherever you are and show these kiddies how it's done! While you're at it, do me a favor and have sex with Ryan Ross, cause that'd be pretty damn hot and I'd very much like to read fic about it. Now I know what you're thinking, Jay. "Ryan Ross? This kid is like half my age! Whatever would we have in common?"
Well, hot sex for one. Also, a love of MAC make-up, slim-fit trousers, designer clothes, diva attitudes, ugly sun glasses, finding fame on the pet label of some more popular artist (Korn and Pete Wentz, respectively), and dating models in an attempt to hang onto your heterosexuality by the skin of your teeth. Just go with me on this one, k man? Guh, I just... miss him right now. I think it's partly the height. I have a bit of a fetish for really tall guys and those are a little slim on the ground in FBR. Thank god for the Will/Travis/Gabe triumvirate. At 6'4", Jay stands a head taller than most of FBR, which... for some reason I find very hot to think about. Add another 5 inches for his standard platform shoes and Pete wouldn't even need to get down on his knees to suck Jay off. Haha kidding. ( Now, a Jay Gordon pic/vid spam. Because I can. ) |
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[Saturday, 7/28/07 at 9:56pm] |
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Title: Peengate '07
Author: pluginxbaby Jen
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon, Jon/Spencer, Implied Ryan/Everyone
Summary: Somehow, pictures of Ryan's peen got leaked on the internet, and he's bound and determined to find out who the hell did it.
Disclaimer: Not real. Everything is for the purpose of humor, and not to be taken offensively.
Author Notes: This is so cracked out that I can't believe I wrote it. Basically, I needed a break from the more serious fics I'm working on... and this happened. It's told mostly through a series of emails, an idea I got from this Harry Potter fic. I know it's a little weird, but hopefully it'll give you guys a laugh or two. :)
( Um, I don't know how to tell you this, but someone got ahold of some pictures of your dick. And they're all over the internet. )
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